Friday, May 17, 2013

Me

I like to think I'm an interesting human. I do some questionable things, like make strange sound effects and put weird emphasis on words that make them sound like I have all sorts of different accents. But you know what? its fun and makes talking more fun. Some of my best friends would even go as far as call me crazy! I wouldn't quite go that far personally, sure I like to talk to myself sometimes, and I'm a little bit loud and obnoxious in places where its probably not that appropriate... but that doesn't make me crazy does it? Anyway I'm also quite the baby when it comes to romantic and horror movies. I'm a cry baby when it comes to romantic movies in the way were I put myself in their shoes and just blubber like a little baby when anything bad happens, because lets face it, every single romantic movie something sad happens and it sets weak people like me off. Like your at the theater and there is that one person sitting in the back row crying her eyes out, ya that would be me. As for horror movies I'm a baby in a way that I love them after I watch them but during I'm a mess. I bury myself in pillows and make sure I'm up against a wall so nothing can attack me from behind. I actually watched the movie 'MAMA' on Shaw on demand (go watch the trailer) the other day with my friend and her family, and they were actually laughing at me because of all the stupid sounds that were coming out of my mouth every time something scary or messed up happened. Also how buried in huge couch cushions I was. After the movie I took a deep breath and I was fine. The movie was actually really good, the ending kinda sucked but the rest made up for it. I love horror movies for that reason that they can play on my emotions so much and just really make me feel the intensity of what's going on! That is why I hate superhero movies! Like don't get me wrong I love good action movies, but with superhero movies its the same thing, Good guy Vs. Bad guy and the good guy always wins and gets the girl, its just not my style. So these are just a few things I can ramble off the top of my head about myself and how eccentric I am. I hope it made you giggle!

Thursday, May 2, 2013

CrAnK

Crank, Crystal, Tina, Ice. All names for the drug that you can never get enough of accordding to Kristina Georgia, or better yet her other personality "Bree". Every time I read a page in this book my heart breaks a little more. Till the point where it shattered at the end. I felt so much of her pain, and it was just a book. Addictions, Boys, a new baby! I felt so bad for her and shes just a CHARACTER! Bree is a girl who let a boy introduce her to the monster, and once you meet the monster, your partners for life. Crack Cocaine is not just a way to get high, its a way of life. You try it once and you must dance forever. Burning golf ball sized black holes in your brain, and there is nothing you can do about it! because the monster screams for you every hour of the day. Whispering in your ear so quietly but yet yelling so loudly for you to come back to it. Crashing seems like the worst part. Withdrawal, looking like death, Sleeping for days, Ignoring the people that love you and almost staving to death. Nothing of which sounds like anything I would want anyone to go threw! I don't understand why people would ever want to try this. Not for all the money in the world! Nothing in this world is worth literally flushing you sanity, life and future down the hole like that! No matter how old you are. Bree was only 16. She was the same age as me... And by the time she was 17 her life was over!! Every penny she saved up was shipped to her addiction.. her family treated her different because they new something was off. Then she got raped. All for the sake of the monster. The addiction she just couldn't fight, But the worst part is, I don't think she wanted to fight it. I love this book!! and i would recommend it to anyone who thinks there every going to do hard drugs.. because it shows you her life before and after! Its a powerful, beautiful, fast pace easy read but its very inspirational!